Tuesday, January 15, 2008

Looking Into...

At this early on i am already looking into a lot of stuff and possibilities for my future. I am overly excited about going into the real world, finishing my studies, getting the degrees in need and start teaching. I get chills just thinking about it. I felt like teaching is really meant for me. Its something when you see yourself in it enjoying it, and its another when you just dont find a spark with it. i mean, i already felt and experienced both. My earlier days in college i chosen to go for a field i thought i was gonna be happy with. It was a financially stable kind of profession. I dreaded every second of it though. there was a weird heavy feeling in my heart. Until two semesters ago when i decided that it wasnt for me and went for other possible realms of career i want to pursue. Ive always wanted to be a teacher, ive always liked kids and sharing knowledge with them. So then i moved to elementary education. it was a relief. I see such a huge difference from my personality back then to what i am now. for a change i felt a dagger pulled out of my chest. it is such a lovely feeling. and i couldnt be any happier and excited.

So now, im looking into my future. what/where/when/how should i make this happen. Until recent months ive been looking into teaching abroad. Korea caught my eye the most. For some reason, i could see my self teaching in korea like some kind of premonition. i dont wanna jinx anything but i would like for this to happen for real. right now i am just working hard to get my degree and some experiences and prove to everyone my worth of being a good educator. hope all goes well from here and i couldnt wait any longer. =)

Kamsamnida.

big kiss,
eileenie

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

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